REFINED BY THE FIRE

It's the same thoughts all over again. Unhappy with my work, longing to do something more. Need to make more money. I need a vacation but can't afford it. Oh, my human-ness. I whine and daydream of better days.

I watch a show on TV about poor people in China, people who are sick and can't get medical care. People who are disabled and can't work. People who live under the worst conditions...

I forget about my problems. I remember to be thankful. I remember that the Lord has my life in the palm of his hand. He isn't done with me yet.

Everyday concerns are still real. All the trials still hurt. Waiting is still a pain. But I am not waiting in vain. I am not walking alone, I know it not only in my head but I really feel that reality deep in my heart. That is why I can feel the burn and still be thankful. That is why I can still count my blessings. That is why I am still hopeful.

I wait eagerly for the Lord to work a miracle in our life. I know he is watching me. I know he is building my faith. What is faith without it being tested after all?